The end of this blog [I HAVE MOVED]

So as the title has suggested, I have moved to a new blog;
http://whynochocolate.blogspot.com/

I changed my gmail and stuff, so, that should explain everything.
So, hope to see/hear from you guys over in my new blog,
well, if anyone even give a damn, but whatever.
I will be doing some new stuff like, actually rant and not JUST complain.
SO YEAH.

Disorders

I'm not sure if anyone realized it yet, surely my mom didn't,
but I have a serious problem of personality-disorder.
Well, to specify it, bi-polar disorder.
Some people would say I'm 'tsundere', which in term, I sort of am,
just in a way, but no, I'm not really tsundere. *throw popcorn Mai*

I'm serious, this problem sucks,
really, it does.
It's hard to live with it!
Especially when YOUR OWN MOM DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE THIS PROBLEM.
I CAN'T control myself!
I HARDLY can.
And I just thought, maybe at home, I can just be whoever I want-
WITHOUT BEING FUCKING JUDGE.
But apparently, I just found out, NO.
I cannot be who I want.
I must control my fucking uncontrollable-personality.

Which part of BI-POLAR do you FUCKING NOT UNDERSTAND!?
I CAN'T SPEAK WHATEVER I WANT-
I just CAN'T ADMIT THINGS!
It's not that I DON'T want to it's that I CAN'T.

So you think I'm doing all these on purpose?
I mental stab myself every single time for fun.
I literally nearly died bawling into my pillow every now and then JUST BECAUSE I DID IT PURPOSE.
SURE.
I'm just some stupid person giving up on life because I feel like it.
(Note sarcasms)

You have no idea that it HURTS.
It FUCKING hurts.
Sometime I wish I can just sleep into oblivion and NEVER wake up, ever again.

No one, I mean NO ONE, ever really tried to understand me.
Understanding a person doesn't MEAN you go straight up to them and ask them to just blurt it out to you,
YOU NITWITS!

If people like me can just blurt it out to you,
WE WOULDN'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM NOW WOULD WE?!
ASDFGHJKL WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE JUST UNDERSTAND?!
Nobody is the same!
You can expect us to be all polite, nice, kind, smart, sweet, caring, etc.
And sometimes, most of the time, WE NEVER GET TO CHOOSE.
SO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND OBSERVE INSTEAD OF JUST ASK, ASK, ASK.

NO ONE CHOOSE HOW THEY LOOK, WHERE THEY'RE BORN, WHAT THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE, WHEN THEY'RE TO BORN!

This is just me...can't ANYONE accept it?
No, no one ever did know me, me as in just me.
I've been living in a mask of my own.
It sucks, it hurts, it just doesn't feel right.

Sometimes, some things just can't be change for whether by force or by will. Isn't that life? Why can't people get it?

One Direction

Vas Happenin'!

Yeah! I'm a Directioner now!

I love em' to bits!

Niall's me favourite, but of course I love the others too.

Otherwise I wouldn't call me self a Direction, ey?

Haha just wanted the world to know that,

So, goodnight then, directioners, beliebers, muggles, witches and wizards, pirates and arses!

Shall continue to blog tomorrow! 

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Everyday I'm Tumblr-in ♪

Hey guuuuuuys!
Haven't been updating my blog much lately, have I?
I apologize for that, well, if you cared, that is.

Anyways, I've deleted my old Tumblr account-
Okay, okay, chill Tumrblrian- don't kill me just yet!
I have good reasons- I think...
Well, I messed up everything- the posts and all.
It's hard to manage my old ones.
Really, really hard.

So I've created a new account and all-
I sorted it all out.

Made four different genre type of blog/tumblr;

• Randomshizz
• Photografies
• Otaku Burogu
• Everyday I'm Drabb-e-lin

So here, I'll explain what are in those blogs;

• Randomshizz

The title pretty much says it all, random- stuff! Random stuff! Yes, most of the posts are funny. Orrrrrr awesome- yes, let's go with awesome! And all I do there is REBLOG- REBLOG- REBLOG! Kind of like my personal blog.

• Photografies

It pretty much explains itself, photography and sometimes graffiti. Linking photography and graffiti makes photografies, aye, it's a word I made up. Live with it. And yes, I REBLOG THEM, I DO NOT OWN THEM. They're too awesome to be own- by me. Oh, no, the other way around, I'm too awesome to own them.

• Otaku Burogu

Aye, this is my main blog! Primary, primary blog! Pfffftt, they use the term 'primary' in Tumblr. So, yes, it's an Otaku blog, I reblog/post photos/infos on figurines, cosplays, anime, manga and games! Mostly photos by OTHERS cause', yes, I'm too awesome- shut up.

• Everyday I'm Drabb-e-lin

Yes, yes, this blog sounds funny. Well, i write drabbles, as some of you may know that already- but posting it on FanFiction.net is just, I don't know, weird. Posting on Facebook ain't really convenient for me. Quizilla, well, I don't know, it's much more organized in Tumblr! I've already posted a few, old ones and new ones, old ones are updated versions. 

So here it is! All my explanation done!

Oh yes, by the way, I've recreated a Twitter account, properly active in it;

@VyeraAtNandos

Aye, and my Fanfiction.net username is...;

Vyera

But I'm not very active in Fanfiction, I like writing drabbles more.

Well then, I'm going to head to bed now- well, soon.

Need to finish watching a few videos, reblogging a bit more and- you get my point.

Living a life full of lies

How you ever wondered why people lie?
Have you noticed how often they do lie?
Did you noticed how often you lied to yourself?

Yeah, keep thinking about it.
You will never get an answer, because that's one of life's mystery, lie is.

People lie to hurt.
People lie to hide.
People lie to love.
People lie to hate.
People lie for a reason.
People lie so it doesn't hurt.
People lie to keep away trouble without realizing lie causes troubles.
People lie because it's just what people do.

LIE, is bad but also good.
How?
That's a mystery and it will never be proven,
because that's just life.

In conclusion, no matter how much you hate lies, lying will still be apart of our life, in this world.