What in the ******* is wrong with this world!?

WHY!?

ANSWER ME!

I don't get it!
Why does this whole world have to be so damn troublesome !?
Why does the government wants us to do so many things!?
Why does the school have to be so frickin' annoying!?
Why does human have to be such a drag!?
Why can't MY life be simple and easy!?
Why can't I just live peacefully!?
Why can't I live my life the way I want!?

WHY!?

I don't even have the ******* mood to read the novel or even playing the Pokemon game!

Updating my blog is drivin' me crazy but I STILL want to update it to show you peeps how ******* annoyed I am!

I feel like dying and just forgets everything, all the troubles....
I want a ******* peaceful life!!

Is that so too much to ask for?
HUH!? IS IT!? TELL ME!

I HATE STRESS!
I HATE TROUBLESOME THINGS!
I HATE NUISANCE!
I HATE THINGS THAT IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS!

YES! I HATE ALMOST EVERYTHING!
SO WHAT!? I'M BORN LIKE THAT!

GET LOST IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT!

What the hell is WRONG!?

It's been awhile since I last touched my drawing tablet.

I haven't even completed my Hetalia meme yet!
Dang it!
And I haven't finish so many school projects!
I HATE SCHOOL!
They just have to push all loads of stuff to me when I WANT TO DRAW!

Can't I ,like, draw and not think about other stuff!?
Is it like a crime or something!?
Seriously!

I hate all these stupid things the school ask us to do!
Our principal seems to be asking and creating a lot more rules this year,
and you bet, I HATE IT.

o(-.-)o

There's this weird teacher that I've never in my life seen her before,
enters our class the other day,
asking me to tie up ALL my bangs and fringe into a neat hairstyle.

@#$%^&*!

Hell, you've got some guts to ask me to PIN UP MY BANGS AND EVEN MY FRINGE!
          _
(-.-*)>|   ← a hammer

You call it a fashion hair cut?
WELL OF COURSE IT IS!
What are you? Some monk from the ancient time!?

ALL HAIRSTYLE IS FASHION!

(>.>) Okay, I know I totally changed the subject from drawing to hairstyle, school problems but-

I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS!
Tying all my hair up is the same as asking me to cut my hair BALD!

And like hell I would EVER do that!

I would rather hammer myself to death...not that I would actually do it...(>.>)

Anyway, it's still unacceptable, no matter which way you look at it,
giving out rules like this is just...ABUSING!

I understand if my bangs are too long, covering my eyes, or that my fringe is too long, reaching to my collar bone, but- NO!
(-.-)

My bangs were pushed aside, slightly pinned to the side.
My fringe were let down a little beside my bangs, trailing down to my jaw line.

<(-.-)>

It's not like I dyed my hair pink or blonde,
it's not like I styled my hair with the image of 'scene'.
Not like I had my hair all spiked up or leaving it down, not tying up.

I DON'T SEE WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY HAIR, YOU JERKS!

That's not all- there's one more thing I want to complain...
WHY IS THE SCHOOL MAKING US WEAR THE UNIFORM THAT EVERYONE SAYS ITS THE UGLIEST UNIFORM IN THE WORLD!?

@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*!'

My blog song...

I've received a few complains from my reader,
it seems like some of you can't hear the song I embed in this blog, eh?

Well, I can listen it, why can't you?
Probably is that your computer and internet speed is too slow or something...

Or maybe the song just don't like you or your computer.

Well, whatever, leaving that aside.

I've just recently started watching an anime called Bakuman, same creator as Death Note and Hikaru no Go, if I'm not wrong, that is...

It's pretty interesting! Well, I personally choose this over a lot of other anime.
Never have I see this type of anime, pretty entertaining, and educating for an otaku like me (-w-)

Okay, there's one complain I would like to make for this week,
WHY HAVEN'T HETALIA: WORLD SERIES EPISODE 49 CAME OUT YET!?

Himaruya-sensei,
why haven't you draw the latest episode?
I've been waiting it since this Monday's morning until now, this very moment,
checking the website everyday...
I feel like there's an empty space in my heart right now, please feel it in with more Hetalia episodes,
thank you! 

I know that he won't be able to see this, but still, this is just so you guys know how much I love Hetalia!
(-w-)

Well, I'm off to draw more now!

Might be watching Sucker Punch later or tomorrow (-w-)

I hate myself...

I realize that...
after moving up to the first class, Fitrah,
it seems that my English skill has gone down...
I mean, seriously, I didn't even score 'A' for my English.
I was like,

For the first time ever,
I feel like crying out loud for a stinken' exam mark!

Man! I was like,

Well, I eventually, I got over it...actually took me quite long to do so...

ANYWAY,
There're some other marks which is quite...well, not very...'cute'?
Weird way to describe it,eh?
Well, it's my wish!
Like it or not,
I don't care!

Okay, it's like raining cats and dogs here so....I'mmah gonna off 'da computer now...

Kays?

Lebefohl! ♥

On the wait...

Slowly, I came to realize that what Shakespeare said was true...
day does pass by really slowly...
and sometimes, painfully...

Times pass by really slow when it comes to things that one least enjoy...

And the world,
one thing that most of the students hate the most is exam...

Studying, yes, I understand, we need to study to gain knowledge...
But exam is just simply too much to ask for!
Can't exam be something much more easier?
Not so many questions at once?
Or let us choose subjects that we want to sit for...

Forcing us to study, having to cramp all the history in our head, formula...

Not everyone wants to be a historian, scientist, accountant, archeologist...
I want to be something that totally does not have anything to do with all these...
Manga artist, is what I want to be...
Voice actor is my second choice...

I know all those jobs don't earn me much,
but come on, those are the jobs I totally look up to...

I want to be like Himaruya-sensei...
He is currently, the first one, I look up to...

What does cramping all these stuff do good to us?
If it's one's interest, then, that's a side story...
I believe many doesn't like History...
I don't really have much interest in our local history either,
I prefer to know more about the European's history...
I got bored of knowing JUST our own local history...
Can't we choose?
Don't we have any choices?
Any? Not even two?

I really hate this kind of rules!

Well yes, I prefer to abide rules but...
Not all rules are 'fun' to be abide...
I know it's good for us...
But I don't want to live a life that I don't like...
that I don't desire...

What is dream for?

Sometimes, some people, even if they work hard,
they never achieve what they wanted...

Work even more HARDER?

What IF one falls again...
fall and fall again...

Oh- you know what?
Forget it!
I hate my life!
I just simply hate my life!

All I want is to enjoy my life!
Is that so much to ask for !?
I'm currently living a life of...STUDYING and STUDYING and STUDYING!
SERIOUSLY!

And to make it worst,
there's totally SOMETHING WRONG with my current school!
They are drivin' us student CRAZY!
LITERALLY CRAZY!
I mean, what kind of 'education building' make us student have exam for three weeks in a roll!?
Well, two weeks and a half...
IT'S INSANE!

!@#$%^&*

I SO don't have the mood to study!
Even though I'm a afraid but this exam thing is just pushing everything off limit!

What happen to the quote, 'live your life to the fullest!' AND 'live a life without regrets'!?

This is why many students have commit suicide!

<(-o-*)> ← So very NOT happy....

失恋

I'm feeling so damn DOWN right now...

why?

hmph...

something happened 

it's a 'news' my mum told me right after I came back home from school

no

I'm not gonna say it out here

what if someone finds out XP

Okay fine...

You know

how your mum nag at you to wear a proper clothes

instead of your home clothes to go out

well...

here...

my mum ask me to wear WHATEVER i want

after changing

she will be like

"why are you wearing that !?"

well

today

she say we are going out to have meal TOGETHER to celebrate

Moon Cake festival

Before I even have the chance to answer back

she continue

"with (censored)"

Then she wanted to continue

but I beat her to it

"God! Why!?"

Then she was like 

"What ?"

Then I just ignored it

"Where???" 

i asked , annoyed.

She just shrug and say "no idea"

SERIOUSLY!

If you planned to go out

then plan where to go !

Okay then I ask her what she WANTS me to wear

then she says anything

I was like

"come here and choose la!!!!"

then she got all annoyed

"you don't need to go la!"

=o=

I was like so mad

I slammed the door so hard I think it almost broke

Dude...

Moon cake festival is to celebrate with your family !

Then I went in and bath

after bathing

I come out

she already left !

Me alone !

And no dinner !

Not even a slice of bread !

But there's moon cake...

half of it...

only...

While THEY dine outside

I at home

alone

eat moon cake

half a moon cake

then I have to cook myself

3 sausages and 2 tiny eggs

yea...
I'm SO not on diet !

Oh yea..

just so YOU know

I so wanted to use the bad words

but NO I didn't use it

why ?

There're kids reading this

I don't want people to say I teach children bad things!

Ugh!

so annoyed...

i'm so annoyed...

=.=" in class Jeremy start begging me to design a class uniform...
n so i did it...
den troubles came after tat...
the malay boy don like the idea cos it cost a lot ,
well ,
it should be around 25++
well i guess i do understand it ,
but the one they want is just a plain t-shirt flooded wiv ppl's name from our class !!!!!!
imagine tat!!!
how ridiculous it will looks like !?
i knw its cheaper tat way but come on...
the one i design/draw out wear even after we took our photo shot !
its more modern like n...fashionable...
its oso not offensive looking !
T-shirt is a PJ clothes oni...
i really 'be tahan' their sense of fashion....
うわああああああああ！！！
むかつく！！！！むかつくむかつくむかつくむかつくむかつく！！！！！！！！

SOMEMORE !!!
our class gt new teacher ,
i don mind her ,
but the boys was TOO noisy ,
she made many ppl chnge place ,
i remained the same place but she chnged nadia wiv...RUSYAIDI FOR GOD SAKE !!!!
FOR LIKE...THE HUMANITY'S SAKE !??
AHHH !!!
THE PERVERT OF ALL CREATURE !???
I DON MIND EVEN...WELL ANYONE BUT HIM IN MY CLASS !!!!
GAHHH !!!!
WHY!?????????????
I   H-A-T-E   T-O-D-A-Y ! ! ! ! ! !