Saturday, February 19, 2011

On the wait...

Slowly, I came to realize that what Shakespeare said was true...
day does pass by really slowly...
and sometimes, painfully...

Times pass by really slow when it comes to things that one least enjoy...

And the world,
one thing that most of the students hate the most is exam...

Studying, yes, I understand, we need to study to gain knowledge...
But exam is just simply too much to ask for!
Can't exam be something much more easier?
Not so many questions at once?
Or let us choose subjects that we want to sit for...

Forcing us to study, having to cramp all the history in our head, formula...

Not everyone wants to be a historian, scientist, accountant, archeologist...
I want to be something that totally does not have anything to do with all these...
Manga artist, is what I want to be...
Voice actor is my second choice...

I know all those jobs don't earn me much,
but come on, those are the jobs I totally look up to...

I want to be like Himaruya-sensei...
He is currently, the first one, I look up to...

What does cramping all these stuff do good to us?
If it's one's interest, then, that's a side story...
I believe many doesn't like History...
I don't really have much interest in our local history either,
I prefer to know more about the European's history...
I got bored of knowing JUST our own local history...
Can't we choose?
Don't we have any choices?
Any? Not even two?

I really hate this kind of rules!

Well yes, I prefer to abide rules but...
Not all rules are 'fun' to be abide...
I know it's good for us...
But I don't want to live a life that I don't like...
that I don't desire...

What is dream for?

Sometimes, some people, even if they work hard,
they never achieve what they wanted...

Work even more HARDER?

What IF one falls again...
fall and fall again...

Oh- you know what?
Forget it!
I hate my life!
I just simply hate my life!

All I want is to enjoy my life!
Is that so much to ask for !?
I'm currently living a life of...STUDYING and STUDYING and STUDYING!
SERIOUSLY!

And to make it worst,
there's totally SOMETHING WRONG with my current school!
They are drivin' us student CRAZY!
LITERALLY CRAZY!
I mean, what kind of 'education building' make us student have exam for three weeks in a roll!?
Well, two weeks and a half...
IT'S INSANE!

!@#$%^&*

I SO don't have the mood to study!
Even though I'm a afraid but this exam thing is just pushing everything off limit!

What happen to the quote, 'live your life to the fullest!' AND 'live a life without regrets'!?

This is why many students have commit suicide!

<(-o-*)> ← So very NOT happy....