Sometimes, tears falls without us noticing it.
Sometimes, tears flood out against our will.
Tears that we can't stop it from coming out,
tears that we want to hide it from everybody else,
tears we want to keep to ourselves,
tears that shows our true feeling in a form of only heart can understand.
Tears of sorrowful memories...
Tears of grief and pain in our heart...
Tiny drops of tears formed at the edge of my eyes,
slowly, one by one, trickles down,
wetting my cheekbones on it's way down,
down to the sharp point of my chin.
Turn away from the others,
turn away from the world.
Hides under the blanket and starts pouring out tears.
Silent scream, tighten my grip on the blanket,
stuffing my face into the pillow's surface,
millions of thoughts racing around my brain.
Putting on a show,
putting on a fake smile.
A smile that could shut down all the entrance to the real you.
A smile that is only used to put on a show.
A smile that hides the truth.
A smile that signifies nothing.
"I'm fine" one text.
"I'm fine" one lies.
Clasping both hands together,
bringing it up close to my mouth,
slowly feeling my own hot breathe on the bare of skin of my clasped hands.
Tears starts pouring out, again.
No one to turn to.
No one to open up to.
Best wondering around in the rain,
clothes drained wet in the cold rain,
tears falling along with the rains,
with an expressionless expression.
Close my eyes to sleep.
Close my eyes to stop looking at you.
Shutting the eye lids tight,
gripping onto the closest thing,
breathing unevenly,
heart breaks mentally.
It beat fast,
then it finally slows down.
It thumped hard against the rib cage,
causing me to breathe unevenly.
Screaming from the pit of my lung but not a sound was heard.
Clutching tight onto the surface of the shirt.
Gasping hard for air,
hand reaches out into the thin air.
Letting out a few more silent scream before slowly giving up,
slowly calming down, slowly shutting down my eye lids,
visions blurred, the summer air turn cold,
as I slowly let go of my grasp on everything, the world.
In the end, nobody knows...nobody knows my sorrow,
my grief, even though I hid it,
I still want someone to find it,
someone I can believe and hold on to.
Someone...but still, nobody knows...
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NOTES!
Sooooo- how was it?
Was it okay?
Any grammar mistakes?
Ugh...I'm kind of too lazy to check...
And does it make sense?
Do you get the point of these whole thing?
Can you understand the whole thing?
Was it too long-winded??
It's been a while since I've done one of these.
Not that I know anyone who's ever looking forward to this sort of crap-
But- oh well (>w<)
By the way, the song 'Nobody Knows' inspired me to write this!
So, yeah!
TEEHEE! *runs off hyperly* (I wonder how, too)
