Am I happy? Am I sad?
Today is a weird day,
a very weird day...
Many things happened,
happy and both sad...
Starting off with the happy ones,
mum has finally settle down for a proper car,
a Hyundai Matrix.
I know, it's a Korean car,
MEH!
On with the next one,
mom has finally gotten me a farking eyeliner.
I really need to practice how to put it on...
And then to the bad ones,
aunt called mum earlier this evening,
we were outside,
so she asked my mom to call her back when we reach home later.
Mom called,
and my aunt said that their mom,
my grandma, is in a bad condition,
VERY bad condition.
You know, diabetes?
*sigh*
I've never been ever so close to her, ever.
I didn't even speak to her,
not last year, or the previous or...EVER!
Maybe once, maybe when I see her,
I greet her, it's manner.
It is said that she might not be able to stay with us much longer,
she might just go over the rainbow anytime soon,
maybe sometimes in these days...
But still, as a grandchild,
it'll be rude if I don't get even go and see her for the last time,
I feel bad.
But, here comes the second one,
I have exam tomorrow,
not an important one but-
I feel bad skipping it...
Whether important or not.
Mom said it really depends on me..
*sigh*
It's so hard to decide.
A good family member or a good student (WTF am I talking about!?)
*groans* I hate choosing...
