After getting back from school everyday,
all I feel like doing is to go to sleep.
But if I do so, I won't be able to sleep at night- *groans*
It's really...hard to stand this...horrendous...sleepiness!
My head hurts, my eyes are slightly droopy, I can't always think straight-
I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP!
WHY.IS.THIS.WORLD.SO.MEAN!?
And for the love of God- WHY DO WE HAVE EXAM NEXT WEEK!?
I HATE EXAMS! THEY SUCKS!
THEY ARE..........OFFENSIVE!
WHY DO THEY HAVE SUCH...HORRIBLE...'THING' IN THIS WORLD!?
Why are they making us so miserable!?
Are they trying to kill us!?
This is so...crazy, it's insane!
IT MAKES NO SENSE ANYMORE!
Everything seems so meaningless!!!
All my dream are crashed-
my hope in wanting to live a peaceful, ordinary life-
exam-less, school-less, study-less,
is it so much to ask for?
I ask myself everyday, 'What did I do wrong in life?'.
And then I ended up remembering this;
Geniuses has created awesome gadgets and stuff that distracts me-
and then I ponder around,
thinking for a solution;
And then I realize that there is NO solution!
It's the end for me!
No hope!
It's all fucked up!
IT.IS.THE.END.
And then come the thoughts of me not being able to score in exams and worst of all,
what the fuck am I going to do when I grow up?
Life is sad...life is short- what can I do to make my life a better life?
Live it the way I want...yes, I live my life the way I want.
And so, in conclusion...
I live my life the way I want ♥ TEEHEE