Sunday, January 8, 2012

A new chapter of my life.

So, school's back, we're all back, to a whole new chapter of our life!

Over the holidays, I've had in mind that I wanted to join in Art Stream-
but JUST my luck, I've been FORCEFULLY put into a Science class, with STRONG competition,
and when I mean STRONG competition, I meant STROOOOOOONG competition.
Oh and when I say competition I meant to say COMPETITIONS.

THE FUCK?! I don't even...I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO COMPETE- and of all things- GRADES?!
JESUS CHRIST! NO, I do not LIKE to be compared!
Comparing is no caring or loving!
Its WAR!

Well, but I guess mom isn't the common type of Asians,
so I don't have to be all worried about my grades too much-
not that I'm okay to fail everything or anything.
But- well, Asian kids should understand.

Anyways, for now, I'm in the same class with my old mates, Nadia and Jia Hui.
Apparently, Hannah and Feon was sorted into 4 Science1, while we're in 4 Science2.
No, in Form4, we don't grade any classes, no top, no last!
And hey! If a person chooses Art class, it doesn't mean they're stupid or anything!
Art classes are NOT bad classes, I'm telling you!
But why do they list the qualifications so low?
Well, I'll tell you, it is because, I personally thinks, that in Art stream, you use more of your talents and hand to do works! While in Science stream, which requires higher qualifications because you need to use more of your brains to think- or might I add, TO REMEMBER LOT'SA SHITS! But watch it there, in Art streams does not mean you don't need to THINK or memorize anything, it just mean LESSER in doing so. In fact, almost anyone can join in Science stream and do well, if one decided to. But in Art stream, believe me, not EVERYONE can coop with it! You need to be good in art, and more of an artistic person, need to be imaginative, and actually includes many brain activities like sprouting creative ideas, amazing performance and such. See? It's not at all a stupid class- not to mention, bad, it's just more of an ACTIVE class, whereas Science class are more of 'STUDY-HARD' type.

That's why, I prefer to enter Art class but the thing is, none other than Malays are in that class-
no, I'm no racist! I'm against racism!
But, I guess not all Malays like Chinese and since Jia Hui is having doubts about it-
no one is willing or actually ALLOWED to join in with me.
And so, I gave it some thoughts, and decided to AT LEAST try out the Science class-
it's better for my future anyway.

One REALLY bad thing about being in Science class is that you will get TONS of books for the term.
THE FUCK, RIGHT?! Well, yeah, this shit just got worst.
It's a total of 25 textbooks, the BLOODY hell, that's definitely what Ron will say.
But some of them are in Malay, so its not necessary for me to bring to school as I'd chose English for my Mathematics and Science subjects.

*sigh* Sadly, I wasn't able to choose English language for my history class- I hope I'll not fail in my big exam next year!
I'd be DOOM if I do! I need to actually PAY ATTENTION AND STUDY NOW!
And what's even worst, starting from this year, WE HAVE TO WRITE ESSAYS FOR OUT HISTORY TEST!
THERE WON'T BE ANYMORE OBJECTIVE QUESTIONS!
There won't be any objective questions for most other subjects too!

THIS.IS.WHY.I.HATE.MY.LIFE.
WHY HASN'T THE LETTER FROM HOGWARTS ARRIVE YET?
I wonder if it's because I kept on move around-
or maybe Dumbledore prefers me to keep an eye on my silly friends?
Hmmm....I wonder...but anyway- Professor Dumbledore is gone,
so I guess I'll have to wait for the current Headmaster to send me the acceptance letter-
I care not whether am I 11 still, I just want my fuckin' letter!
And so, I'll wait!

Oh and I forgot-

THIS.IS.SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!